Dear Brother Sui,

This is our first Christmas as brothers. Maybe God given me his advance Christmas gift last April 19,2007(and it’s you bro). Still, I couldn’t believe that by just surfing on the Internet, I could have a brother like you. Before, I was always thinking that, if I could have girlfriends why not have a best friend?It was a long search bro. I believe the search is over because I already found my best friend. I thought, handling a best friend is just like handling a girlfriend but I found out that it’s really different. I got a reason to smile and to have more confidence for I knew that I am not alone. My friends said, “…every relationship is being challenged.” Yes, they’re right and I believe that every challenge will just strengthen our friendship. I experienced pains and sadness brought about by that challenge, maybe until now. It’s true that if you love someone, don’t expect that he would also feel and do the same. It’s true that if you missed someone, don’t expect that he also missed you. Painful in your part but you can’t do anything about it. It’s better to accept the fact to lessen the pain. Just show and say what you feel and let him feel what you feel…If I could just enumerate all the good memories we made together like, making the promise that we’ll never leave each other. “I love my brother and I will be his brother forever,” that’s the sentence you constructed for me to speak out bro. Hahaha, it’s nice to recall everything. For this Christmas, I wish all the bests for both of us and for our families and friends. You have your own life, I have my own life and we have to get it made since life is not having it made, it’s getting it made. To love you like a real and a biological brother is already a Christmas gift that does not match with any material things. I know, God has also something for me… Thank you so much for everything: for patience and understanding. I value your presence. Just hold on bro, maybe tomorrow, next day, next month, or next year we’ll meet each other. We can’t predict the play of times…

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Brother Sui!

Love,

Kuya Arjay